Happy belated birthday

Sorry for the late wish, sister. Being busy this lately. Didn't mean to forget your birthday. Really hope that you will pass your final with flying colours. I'll pray for your health and may Allah bless you always. Be strong whatever happen and I'm always here beside you no matter what. Happy belated birthday again, I love you ♥

Malaysia book of record!

WELL DONE JENGKARIANS. WE ARE THE BEST!

Being scared to love?

It was very difficult to start another relationship and trust in anyone. But I found that no matter what the circumstances, I must always have faith in people and trust our creator. So heres to the new beginnings. I dedicated this to all those who is finding true love,

I wanted to love you,
But I was just too scared.
Haunted by the past,
That always seemed to reappear.

I tried my best to run and hide,
With excuses and all.
Should I give love a second chance?
Or am I just wasting my time?

You said you were different,
But so did the rest.
Then you looked into my eyes,
But I'm not sure what I felt.

Ya Allah, how can this be true?
Everything is happening so fast.

I'm afraid to fall in love again,

I'm afraid he is going to be the same.

I'm not searching and waiting,

Bcs this is not what I've been looking for.

Maybe we only need that special kind of love from above.

Tiring week at campus

This week is such a tiring week at my campus. A lot of activities and program. Kemahiran insaniah, kesatria and all. I didnt touched any books and test is just around the corner. I'm freaking scared and not sure if I can perform well. No time to relax and chilling at all . But it feels good to finally get the chance to sleep just now. Hehe. After we've done our CTU test, we had a lunch at town and had some walk around the town. And I swear, I'm getting fat. Ei damn. Tomorrow we finally gonna have our matrix card. Yeay! Okay hasmira, go study. Awak bukan pandai pun.

1 Malaysia

Hello!

Today such a tiring day. First, I got kawad for kesatria then 1 Malaysia program. Freaking tired and really need to take a rest. I have to do this for the additional marks for my final exam. We did the 1 Malaysia's logo using colourful recycle thingy. It was nice and fun. I-t-h-i-n-k-s-o. It was such a memorable day, enjoyed the team work with my classmates. We are going to be together for 3 years :) Alright, got to back to dataran integrasi. Bye.

One Step At a Time, Jordin Sparks

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
We live and we learn to take

One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen when it's
Supposed to happen and we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
when you need to find the strength
It's your faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time

Some thoughts

Hi guys!

It is has been a very long time since I have come on here, the reason being is because I am happy and thankful for what I've been through. I used my blog as a way to tell  how I felt when I thought no-one listened or even cared but now things are different, I have changed. I look back at posts and I am disgusted with myself the way in which I put my negative feelings on my blog. So, I deleted it.

Life is really good for me now. I have finally got rid of the depression, I'm at university technology of Mara, Jengka Pahang campus, studying business studies, I am out all the time and have the amazing friends who make me so happy. I have no boyfriend right now, but I don't care at all. I know my journey is way longer. I'm tired of trying and crying for the same reason. I'm tired of being stupid. I'm tired of giving too much for my past relationship. Love, trust, hopes. Besides, I can do anything for my own. No one can control my life to do this and that. I'm 18. I am not a stupid little kid. Boys, stop playing around with girls' feeling. What goes around comes around. It's karma.

Okay past is past. Enough. Now I am in part 1 under faculty of business management. Junior. My classes are not too pack and alhamdulillah for that. Been thinking a lot about exams lately! Have to work out if I want A's in every subjects. I have a lot of revision to start doing. But I-am-still-here-blogging. Dude, final exam is around the corner. I haven't prepare yet and damn worried. Stop playing. I have to done well for this semester. I have to.

Plans for 2012:

1. Study and focus 100% during class and tutorial

2. Make my parents proud of me

3. DEAN LIST

4. Boyfriend? Hm, nvm. Let him find me :)

5. Have a great time bcs life is too short. Live our life to the fullest!