Being scared to love?

It was very difficult to start another relationship and trust in anyone. But I found that no matter what the circumstances, I must always have faith in people and trust our creator. So heres to the new beginnings. I dedicated this to all those who is finding true love,

I wanted to love you,
But I was just too scared.
Haunted by the past,
That always seemed to reappear.

I tried my best to run and hide,
With excuses and all.
Should I give love a second chance?
Or am I just wasting my time?

You said you were different,
But so did the rest.
Then you looked into my eyes,
But I'm not sure what I felt.

Ya Allah, how can this be true?
Everything is happening so fast.

I'm afraid to fall in love again,

I'm afraid he is going to be the same.

I'm not searching and waiting,

Bcs this is not what I've been looking for.

Maybe we only need that special kind of love from above.

Tiring week at campus

This week is such a tiring week at my campus. A lot of activities and program. Kemahiran insaniah, kesatria and all. I didnt touched any books and test is just around the corner. I'm freaking scared and not sure if I can perform well. No time to relax and chilling at all . But it feels good to finally get the chance to sleep just now. Hehe. After we've done our CTU test, we had a lunch at town and had some walk around the town. And I swear, I'm getting fat. Ei damn. Tomorrow we finally gonna have our matrix card. Yeay! Okay hasmira, go study. Awak bukan pandai pun.